The Dark (K)night - Ignorance is bliss!

I once had a girl or should I say she once had me

well I don't know if I ever had her but..

lying on my bed I’m still thinking.. I should have tried one last time?

but then its this fear of what if..

what if she is really gone?!

eludes me from going to the other side of the bed and see

if its actually cold or not...

though I hope it's not..

that she's gone just for a while

and will be back soon.. very soon..

and then we could relive those extreme moments we spent together..

those..

and it's this hope that.. that everything is alright keeps me going

but for how long?

what if I get up in the morning and she is still not there

a morning without my sunshine

I don't know if I'll be able to face it and move on for the rest of the day

in that sense i find the darkness of this night far more fascinating

where by I can at least hope to have her..

And finally fall in her dreams.. sink in them so deep that