A Dream. . A Dream for YOU!

I close my eyes and all I can see is you

Without even making the least of attempts

to figure out where am I or who are you? ?

I have a feeling… rather I know for sure

that it’s no one else but you and only you

I am so much filled inside that I can’t

I can’t even think of anything else but you

So much so that eyes open or closed

make no difference too

You’re so intoxicating.. need no vodka.. no whisky.. no rum

nope not even a bloody chewing gum (K3G :P)

All I need is a pinch of you and that’ll more than do

You drive me high on an empty bottle

yeah yeah on the rocks obviously to say the few

I don’t know what exactly drives my heart, . my soul,.. myself to you

I guess it’s your eyes, those mysterious black eyes

I tried to look into them but … but could not dare to look longer

because of the fear of being bewitched by them

bewitched I am by the charm of your slender beauty

you look as beautiful as the winter morning

When there is chill in the air but at the same time the warmth of the sun

I want to touch you.. feel the warmth of your beauty..

I want to keep listening to your sweet soft voice

that are like the rivulets echoing in the air

like the melody of the heart broken lover

your voice creates these ripples in the quite ocean of my heart

It’s so enchanting.. mesmerizing.. so magical

and finally you smile.. aah.. it takes my breath away..

its like I don’t need the air anymore.. don’t need anything to live

but that eternally beautiful smile that gets engraved deep inside me

come to me o come to me for the sake of my life, take everything away but come to me

In this dream it’s just you and me and this darkness of doubt..

Only you can give me light.. the light of life..

I know it’s tough but even the sun rises after a long slumber night

you make me forget everything and even as you begin to fade away

and I start waking up and u seem to leave

all I’m left with is you

I know it’s just a dream

but if only dreams could come true

I would do anything to close my eyes

and Dream a Dream for You!

The Dark (K)night - Ignorance is bliss!

I once had a girl or should I say she once had me

well I don't know if I ever had her but..

lying on my bed I’m still thinking.. I should have tried one last time?

but then its this fear of what if..

what if she is really gone?!

eludes me from going to the other side of the bed and see

if its actually cold or not...

though I hope it's not..

that she's gone just for a while

and will be back soon.. very soon..

and then we could relive those extreme moments we spent together..

those..

and it's this hope that.. that everything is alright keeps me going

but for how long?

what if I get up in the morning and she is still not there

a morning without my sunshine

I don't know if I'll be able to face it and move on for the rest of the day

in that sense i find the darkness of this night far more fascinating

where by I can at least hope to have her..

And finally fall in her dreams.. sink in them so deep that

Its all about 'HER'

She was beautiful.

- To me she was perfect

I close my eyes and remember her.

You can just feel the details.

The bits and pieces you never bothered to
put into words.

And you can feel these extreme moments.

Even if you don't want to.

You put these together and you get the
feel of a person.

Enough to know how much you miss them.

And how much u hate the times which
took them away from u

I don't even know how long she's been gone.

It's like I've woken up in bed and she's not here...

...because she's gone to the bathroom or something.

But somehow I just...

I just know she's never gonna come back to bed.

If I could just...

...reach over and touch her side of the bed...

...I would know that it was cold.

But I can't.

I know I can't have her back.

But I don't want to wake up in the morning thinking she's still here.

I lie here not knowing how long I've been alone.

So how...

How can I heal?

How am I supposed to heal if I can't...

...feel time?